I. Am. Struggling.

I. Am. Struggling.
I mentioned that to someone the other day and they were shocked to hear me say that. Which means I need to share this -
Everyone’s situation is different right now, all of them are hard.
I’m with you no matter how different our circumstances may be.
This has been so hard. And these past few weeks I feel like I just hate the person I am right now and I don’t know how to fix it.
I’m grumpy. I’m irritable. I yell too much. I’ve lost my ability to pick my battles it seems. The first few weeks were alright. But right now... I’m really having a hard time grasping everything that’s non-work related (hmm, interesting 🤔) and if you are too, I am sharing this to know you’re not alone. It’s like there’s no separation of work and home life and I can’t find any sense of stability.

I have zero patience left for anything it seems. But then this sweet angel (who made me cry last night because she told me she wouldn’t kiss me until she was 16 😂🤦🏼‍♀️) brought me this golden flower for my golden hair. We snapped a photo because I didn’t want to forget this moment. These are the moments I want to be living for but some days I just can’t quite get there.

I know this will all be over at some point, but not letting myself process these feelings only makes it worse.

Things will get better. If you’re also struggling, please reach out to someone you know and talk about it. I helped someone get a therapist from @betterhelp the other day (not sponsored) and it was soooo simple and I highly recommend it if you need someone to talk to.

Sending you all big hugs and shutting this thing off until tomorrow (I’m partnering with @roseybeeme to share some fun steals plus part 2 of best week ever) 🖤🖤🖤